.eight fears.
Fear is a big thing with me right now, something that is causing a huge change in my life
.one.
fear it's self
.two.
not having control
.three.
asking for help
.four.
losing those dear to me
.five.
the unknown
.six.
living a mundame life and not getting the chance to be the explorer of the world I wanted to be
.seven.
really strong wind
.eight.
my mind
I guess these are all reasonable fears to have, but it is the affect of these fears that scares me the most, having no control, living in fear of beinf afraid. I know it sounds stupid but it is out of my control.
But to fight against my fears I have done many things, so that some day this fear will be in the past.
I asked for help, and got it, which is one step that i never thought I could take on my own. To me asking for help is like a sighn of weakness, which is so stupid, and i find it hard to do.
I found an epic book that I love, and is a great help called "Living with It" by Bev Aisbett. About a Dinosaur that lives within your brain and decided to be evil!
And finally I found my super hero to help me get through this! No I don't know hime for real, but all the things on Tumblr and Youtube just make me happy and keep a positive mind. But not just him, also his character!! Peter Pan
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