Long post... thats no one will read

Good Day Everybody! Time for my {what seems to be} yearly update.

This blog has sort of become a place that I go to when my brain is full of thought and I just need to deposit them somewhere. So here I am...

I am feeling a little bit internally sick, like not physically sick and I don't feel sad but I just feel sick. To be honest I know what is causing it, it hasn't exactly been the simplest of weekends/weeks.

It probably all started on Thursday with my three week follow up Carpal Tunnel appointment. Hallelujah! It is getting better! I get to slowly stop wearing my splint! Thank God because my Physio decided to alter it so now it is slowly cutting off my thumb, right where I now have Tendinitis! So that's brilliant! Don't get me wrong I am very pleased my Carpal Tunnel is getting better, and surgery is looking like less of a need, but still.
I was also given a deep muscle massage up my arm to stimulate my muscles after not using them for so long and it still hurts, but a good kind of hurt, like a 'i just got back from a mad work out at the gym' kind of hurt, because we all know how that feels ... -_-

From there my week continued okay, work as usual, then Saturday morning something brilliant happened! My sister adopted a kitten! We don't have her yet because she is too young but we get to pick her up this week! So happy! Her name is Fenrir and she already has her own instagram account! @Fenrir.the.cat so go follow that1

I am also still a bit sad because the same day we adopted this kitty my sister and I found my neighbours cat dead on the side of the road. We believe he was hit by a car and moved onto the lawn and then left there. Thankful I knew whose cat it was and informed them but it was horrible and still makes me sad. I've become even more protective of Pippin now, I'm a little concerned over how upset and jealous she will get when Fenrir gets here, but I'm going to give her heaps of love!

And now I am sitting at my computer feeling a bit upset because I realised with  my current job its going to take me 8 years to save enough money to buy my own brand new car, and finding a new job at the moment is going to be difficult with my Carpal Tunnel. I don't think my current car is even going to last that long!

I'm still having trouble loosing weight as well that sucks.

But good thing that has happened it me and one of my best friends that lives in Perth have started writing stories over text again! Which is long overdue and making me feel so much better! The song I posted earlier has to do with it but nobody but my friend would really understand! 

And after all that my best friend is in China so I can't catch up with her to download everything and she has just let me know that she will probably move to UK in June/July. So I will officially have no friends living in my city anymore.

So yeah all this overwhelming ambivalence has really thrown me out. I'm sure it will all be better by the end of the week, when Fenrir is here and Pippin is settled and it's Easter and everything is good. Oh I hope everything will be good. I hate being sad or upset or ... like this but it's happening so much lately. So wish me luck! Sorry for the huge download complain but it feels good!

xx

Song of the Day

 

 

Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift feat. The Civil Wars

I choose this song specifically for the first couple lines, reminds me of something particular.

"  I remember tears streaming down your face   "
When I said, "I'll never let you go"
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, "Don't leave me here alone"
"   But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight  "

 1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Yes, I was named after a friend of the family named Alex, simply because my dad used to drink Diet Coke and so did Alex {because he is dieabetic}, so the name stuck.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
I haven'y cried in a while, but I have been close. I think the last time I cried was over the pain in my hand.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Sometimes, it changes a lot. Mostly I print my handwriting just so it's easy to use. 

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Salami

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
No, but one day!

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I don't know, I can be a bit of a bitch sometimes, but I am awesome! So probably.

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
Yes

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yes

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
I think so. But it would have to be a spare of the moment thing.

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
Fruit Loops

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Converses Yes! Every other shoe! Nope.

12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
Physically I didn't until I read this question, then I remeber home many people can't pull back my bow.. So yes I am. 

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Cookies & Cream.

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Honestly,the shape of their face, then their eyes, then their voice.

15. RED OR PINK?
Pink

16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
Like my sister said, I am also a procrastinator.

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
My friend Kat that has been working in Ireland for the last year, but heading home this year!!!

18. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL?
Cat

19. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
No shoes

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
I drank a cup of Tea? Haven't eaten yet.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Yogscast Civ 5 - Datlof Rises - 20 Dec 2014 LiveStream

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Turquois

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
Jasmin

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Ellen from work.

25. MOUNTAIN HIDEAWAY OR BEACH HOUSE?
Mountain hideaway.

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Tour De France or Archery

27. HAIR COLOR?
Faded Ginger

28. EYE COLOR?
Brown.

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
No, just glasses

30. FAVORITE FOOD?
Tie between Beef Stroganolf and Sausage Stew

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Both! But only Happy Ending with all the hurts in the middle lol

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Big Hero Six <3 span="">

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Black with Link on the front.

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Hugs

36. FAVORITE DESSERT?
Cheese Cake or Pavalova

37. WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO TRAVEL?
New Zealand, Europe, Japan

38. COMPUTER OR TELEVISION?
Computer

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
Jurassic Park by Michael Crichton

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
Simple Black, I've been looking for an awesome new one for ages!

42. FAVORITE SOUND?
Soft Rain on a tin roof.

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
The Beatles

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Harvey Bay in Queensland Australia

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
Archery, apparently I'm really good, and I keep getting told that by my instructor

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Albany, Western Australia

47. WHERE ARE YOU LIVING NOW?
Albany, Western Australia

48. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HOUSE?
Yellow bricks

49. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR CAR?
Red

50. ARE YOU MUSICALLY INCLINED?
I think I am, I've just never tried to learn and Instrument, but I do theatre and help people keep time.

CHRISTMAS

Christmas Spirit!

That's right guys! One week until Christmas! And I am excited! I have not been this excited since I fond out Santa wasn't real. {Not that it stopped me from believing he did!} I think it's because this year is the first time I have been able to afford going out and buying present for everyone! Not to mention in my house Christmas was left to me! Which meant I got to do the Christmas Tree! Of course it went up on the 1st of December, not a day late.

I went with the minimalist tree decorations of just heaps of fairy lights! I even made sure that everyone knew that Presents must all be wrapped in brown paper then jazzed up anyway they like. Almost making Christmas quite rustic this year, but still pretty.

I really hope everyone likes the presents I got them! I sort of feel bad because I haven't got my step-brother-to-be a present, even though he says he doesn't want one {he's a bit of a Grinch} There is this awesome plush online I wanted to get him but have totally run out of time {and money} to get it hear for Christmas!

Oh, and did i mention to make me even more Christmasey I got an ugly Christmas jumper! I know I know, I live in Australia, we have warm sunny Christmases with BBQs and Pools but that's why I am so proud of this jumper! Do you know how hard it is to find a Christmas jumper in Australia! Near impossible! But I did! And it is Glorious!!

I shall blind people with Christmas spirit with this jumper! Mwahaha!

Anyway onwards with other information. To be honest I should not be on the computer typing right now, if my doctor knew I was I would probably get yelled at, because I have Carpal Tunnel! Yep the pain that has been running through my right hand the last three weeks has been officially diagnosed as freaking Carpal Tunnel! As much as I thought I did have it before I went to the doctors I slightly wished it wasn't. I do way too much with my hands to have to have it splinted for a couple weeks!! All my computer games {I have just got back into Assassins Creed!}, writing {because my creative streak decided to hit now!!} and obviously my archery {which I was slacking on and wanted to focus on again} Argh! So not fair. 

Anyway I shall love you and leave you my lovelies! If I do not return before Christmas know that the Christmas Spirit has become a living being and has kidnapped me to work in the slave trades of Christmas... You will have to send help! 

But until then, love you face! And Merry Christmas!